You wanna know who I really am, well so do I

but you don’t need me to tell you that, right?

So life has been going pretty OKAY and i say that just cause i’m alive and not struggling as hard with life as i have been in the past. i put in my 30 days at this apartment and will be moving into a new house and i’m also buy a new computer, which anything is an upgrade from the one i have now which is a 5 year old laptop.  people without goals scare me, like how can someone live day to day hoping that something will come and help them? take my brother he lost his job and now spends every day from 8am till whenever the next night trying to find free weed to smoke, not even trying to find a job or get any sort of income.  rent is due in 3 days and i don’t know what the fuck he is going to do. i’m glad i’m moving away from here i don’t think anyone could understand how depressed i am.

i was supposed to hang out with my friends tonight, but last night i worked till 5am and got woken up by my brothers annoying friends coming over a ‘wake and bake’ that’s fine and all, but why do they have to be so loud? anyway it was 10am so i was super tired, i started watching the giants game and passed out and slept through a call from holly and charlie, both i wish i answered cause i really like talking to both of those people.

Halloween is tomorrow and i’m working. that’s fine it’s not really my favorite holiday, i like thanksgiving, i like food.

well i’m gonna play call of duty now, see ya.